January 1, 2012

~holiday~








Assalamualaikum~
today I want to write something that I feel so deeply in my heart <-- chewah...rase2 betol jer~
time sekolah dule aq calu tggu time cuti.., malas ler kata'n..hari2 je rasa mcm dlm lagu lazy song, Bruno mars...
>> today I don't feel like doing anything
     I juz wanna lay in my bed
     don't feel like picking up my phone
     so leave a massage at the tone
     'cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

fuh... tapi skrg aq boring plak dok lame2 kt rumah nie.., walau orang kate "rumahku syurgaku"
tapi klu dah tak buat pe2 bosan gak mcm lagu dangdut lame2 dulu yg aq sendiri tak tau name sumber kt kepala aq nie...
>> aq bosan...bosan...bosan
     sungguh aq pening...pening...pening..

haha...hari nie cbb tak de buat ape2 ler aq mengarut tak tentu pasal nie...
actually hati aq terguris --> chewah.., jiwang semacam...
nie sume pasal laman sosial teu lha... ( bukan ler nak menyalahkan mukabuku tue )
aq bleh tengok bnda yg tak sepatutnya aq tahu...
aq memang tahu pon tapi dah lupe..,
elok2 dah lupe teringat balik --> tapi tak pe ler.., hal lame

I feel so lonely...actually.........
just like akon -- lonely
>>lonely I'm so lonely
    I have nobody
    to call my own

bcoz that loneliness, I want to hang out with my friend...
unfortunately...
all my friend have their special friend (boyfriend ler tue)
so they hang out with their special friend.
but.., aq..................................
tak de yang special.......yang special in my heart pon aq sendiri tak tau status die
(plek aq nie kan...harharhar...cayang kt owg yang tak kenal kt aq)
aq dah lame minat kt die.., tapi malas lha nak bagitau.., bukan malas tp segan lhe.., aq nie kan pompuan...

harharahar.... <-- tak senonoh ler ketawa mcm tue...
nie yang aq malas nak citer...
asyik nak menyangkut kt die jer...

aq terfikit plak time ade couple dulu...
time aq ade pakwe cepat plak aq bosan...
tak sampai 3 thun dah break <-- aq ler puncanya...
actually 2 thun 11 bulan 25 hari klu tak silap.. --> sharp jer bunyi nye...
seminggu lagi nak 3 thun..,
asyik aq jer yang buat salah...last2 aq mntak break ler cbab tak nak sakitkan hati orang...
alah.........dah ler tue.., citer lama..

fuh....boring..... <--- tue jer inti kpd entri kali nie...
semuga bertemu lagi...
wassalam~

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