meet her~

waaaa~
sudah lama aku tak berjumpa dengan kawan aku sorang nie~
lepas habis jer sekolah menengah kami tak jumpa lagi dah.....
bukan ler jauh sangat rumah aku dengan rumah dia.., cuma masa yang tak mengizinkan kami untuk berjumpa~
baru petang tadi aku berpeluang nak berborak dengan nya~
dah lama tak jumpa nie bukan main panjang lagi cerita kami...
nasib baik kampung kami tak ler sebesar mana... kalau tak mesti lagi jauh kami merayau~ >.<
dulu~~~ (lama benar pulak~) dia nie dah mcm diari aku...
semua yang berlaku kt aku dia tau... dan dia lah yang aku akan bagitau...
tapi dah masuk u nie kami tak dapat tempat yang sama pulak...
it's ok~ all is well~ hehe...
so~ here are we~

feel burdened...???

actually..., i really don't know where i should start~

hurmm~~~

there's something bothering my mind right now~

i had no idea either there was just a feeling or it's really me...???

i just want to ask did i really burdened people surrounding me..???

do i..???

either my friend~ or my family~

i really feel it..!!!  i really hate what i feel but it always bothering my mind~

though i'm among those who always calm among friends, but sometimes i have to hide what i feel...

sometimes.., i think............

how to be a person who able to express themselves..,

but i'm always afraid to hurt other people...

so~ i really don't know what should i do~

make me dizzy~ 

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wherever you will go -CNBLUE-

so lately, I've been wondering
who will be there to take my place
when I'm gone, you'll need love
to light the shadows on your face

if a great wave should fall it would fall upon us all
and between the sand and stone
could you make it on your own

if I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

and maybe I;ll find out
the way to make it back someday
to watch you, to guide you
through the darkest of your days

if a great wave should fall
it would fall upon us all
well I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you

if I could then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

runaway with my heart
runaway with my hope
runaway with my love

I know now just quite how
my life and love might still go on
in your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all time

if I could then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

runaway with my love
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go~

semester break

assalamualaikum~
wah~ entri jer dah tau apa yang mau dicoretkan~
actually nothing about this break~just want to say that it's already start~~~ yesterday~
soo sad~ but i have long been waiting for this moment.... as there are too many things that i went through~
i do not want to touch anything else but just for the last time i teamed up with my friends~
pada mulanya aku tidak bercadang untuk balik pada hari tersebut...
tapi apakan daya~ (chewah~ mcm ler terdesak sangat...tiba2 jer mama aku tu suruh aku balik juga hari selasa~)
nie ler kami pada hari2 terakhir kami bergelar junior~ (wah~ nanti2 dah ada yang lebih junior dari kami~)
so~ here it is~~~


nie kat rumah lagi~
kawan aku nie sedih dah~














nie ler last time di part 1 kami~
sedih bukan~ (versi jai... hehe...)















see u at part 2 jailani~
take a good care~















<-- yang nie sempat pulak dia posing2 lagi...
sementara menunggu kan~
perasan kiut sometimes~ ^_^














see u too~ ardy~
take a good care too~
dont be too naughty~

wa~ really sad~

that all~

just chill~

assalamualaikum~
dah lama rasanya aku mau tulis pasal ni tapi belum ada kesempatan dan aku belum tahu nak menyelesaikannya....
so~ now i know what should i do...
with my new year feeling~ i should chill up~
actually i want to write something about my tragic story~
it's not too tragic actually~ hehe

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story began when i fall in love with someone that i shouldn't to...
but everyone say that love is something that came without plan...
it's not a problem when i fall in love.., but after a few year i don't fell it, i came to me.......AGAIN..???
lepas aku break 2 tahun yang lepas aku hilang perasaan terhadap lelaki...
tapi bukan bermakna aku mengamalkan hidup songsang...(minta2 dijauhkan ler~)
masalah nya sekarang aku dapat tahu yang kawan aku pun suka kat dia...
its not her fault... and i will not blame her of cause...
tapi..., sebab aku nak jaga perasaan dia aku pula yang makan hati...
hurmmm.....
tapi...biar macam mana pun aku mesti meluahkan apa yang terpendam...
takut2 nanti ter"explode" pulak...hehe
so~ malam tadi.....(bukan ler malam sangat...pukul 3 pagi gtu) aku terpaksa meluahkan dengan senior aku yang sorang nie...hehe... not because he really close to me.., but i trust him and i know that he can help me~
he really help me~~~
his word~ really touch my feeling... just like my brother~ (even i dont have brother)
he told me that i should accept that guy~
tapi aku takut melukakan perasaan kawan aku tu~
and he told me like this~

"you should take a chill pill.., drink 1 glass mineral water.., glurpp!!! dont think too much~ just chill up~
focus on your study...and maybe it not your best time for u. since you and your friend fall in love with a same guy~ but i think its the best time for u~ to close your eyes~its 5 already~ go to sleep~"

dah terlalu pagi rupa2nya...hehe
aku rasa lega sekarang...sangat membantu....
really~ i fell ok~
he just like a brother to me~ hehe...
so thats it for now~
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bye~