alone..???

alone?
of course not...
actually...someone ask me...

"did you feel alone because you don't have any special partner for a couple year?

i'm not sure how should i answer that question...
for sometimes......yes!
looked at my friends with someone that will take a good care of them..,
but if i think again....,no!!!
spring will not spring forever~
she ask me again...

"did you feel phobia with love?"

urmm.....
i really don't know...i just say that...."maybe~"

i know not all men are unfaithful...
but i do not know why i always found the person who will act deceitfully...

perhaps it His fate...
for me to make me stronger..,
maybe...and I hope so~